We're standing and staring to each other,
There're not so many words come out of our mouth,
They're ust a simple yet important one.
The bags are packed and I'm ready to go,
I smile at you and stare at your beautiful eyes,
I see your smile..oh no, there's no smile.
I make a joke so you will laugh.
I said, " it's OK, we've been through this over and over"
You didn't react.
I said it again, "it's just for a while, I have to do this"
You didn't react.
You just looking at my eyes deeper and deeper.
I smile with a big grin, you can see my big theets.
I hug you not so tight, and kiss your forehead.
I asked, " I'll see you soon?"
You just nodded.
Then I leave you.
That was few hours a go.
That was the last day I saw him this year.
That was surely not an easy thing to do.
That was devastating..
I was pretended strong outside, but in the inside
I was broke into pieces..
How can you leave the one you love, though for a while?!
I was smiling so he knows I'll be alright.
It's already hard for me, I'm not interested to make it's harder on him.
I made a joke so I can save his last smile this year.
I hugged him not so tight, so I could get it done easily.
He didn't know that when I leave, my eyes were watering
When I'm alone, I cry myself a river
When he's not there, I'm pointless
But I have to be strong even when we're apart.
My love, we never be apart because I'm taking you with me.. in my mind, in my soul, in my heart and in my prayers.
J.I.L.U.S.M
